I Keep Ghosting my OWN blog?!

*Sigh*

If you take a look at my blog, specifically the thoughts and things section you’ll see I am a habitual ghoster. I leave this blog for days, months, and years at a time. You don’t even have to say anything to me about it because I irritate my own self.

I can tell you why this happens though and how I am going to attempt (read that again, ATTEMPT, LOL) to fix it. I put an immense amount of pressure on myself all… the… time. It’s wild. Especially when it comes to my own individual projects. And this pressure or what a therapist might call perfectionism, just makes me stop doing things I love altogether. Everything has to be just right before I commit to showing it to the world and that is what stops me from being here as often as I would like to be. How I plan to fix it is to continue to find things, people, and experiences I am inspired by and just simply share because EYE want to. No other reason other than it is something I, Kendra, want to share.

I have had multiple people in the last few months ask me about content, specifically my blog and Youtube channels, and shout out to them because it really just showed me that I just need to show up. Imperfect, perfect, half-perfect, whatever. Just show up. So, that is what I am doing. Showing up.

Send one up for your girl so I don’t disappear again.

-Kae